March 22, 2009

• The last time that I can remember getting really drunk, to the point that I actually blacked out, was over ten years ago on my 21st birthday. After that night, I told myself that it was not going to happen again. I knew my limit and will not cross it. So far, I'm surprised I haven't done a repeat performance. It got real close a couple of times, but it was never as bad as that drunken night. This past week, there were two nights where I drank quite enough, to the point where I was pretty buzzed. Once again I wasn't drunk (well maybe legally drunk), and I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever allow myself to get to that point again. I'm starting to wonder if I want to experience that again. I remember that it wasn't a pleasant experience, but I feel like I need to remind myself how bad it could get if I don't watch my alcohol consumption. Some of my friends did say that they want to see how drunk I can get, but all they get is the really happy and peppy super buzzed me. Should be enough right? It should be... Actually, I shouldn't even be having this kind of thought. Wanting to get dead drunk again. What am I thinking? Ofcourse I am typing this coming from being really buzzed, so I'll have to excuse this line of thought.

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